Loyalty

It's pretty bad when the only loyal male in my life is my dog.

Truth...

What is the truth especially when there is no known solution to the problem presented?

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I need a place of my own. Away from liars and decievers. Why, did I talk myself into this situation? Do I really think things will change in time? So, far as what I can see is that there is little to no improvement happening. Could that be because as adult I know things between adults should not take this long. Most adults in a relationship are honest and communicate with their partner about everything. Not just the stuff you deem worthy to share. On top of that it is pretty bad when a neighbor knows more about what is going on in the house than the partner in the relationship. I don't know how to do this. I don't know where to go from here. At this point in time I'm ready to throw in the towel on my very unique and complicated relationship. It's only been a month. 😔😩

Born yesterday...?

Yes, I guess I was born yesterday. The lies you tell and the scemes you scemin are all new to me. I was born yesterday. Mind not the fact that I have graduated from univeristy with honors and a degree because yes, I was born yesterday. My mind is well beyond those of the simple and my body is in tuned to every emotion. I know so much more than what you think of me. For you I was born yesterday for me I am well beyond my age. I have been ther done that and have all the T-shirts, you should recognize who you speak to. I am strong and independent don't need no man to lean on. I was nice enough to consider you. The least you could do is be true. True blue to every wors whether verbal or text, i can have anyone I desire and be where ever my content heart desires. But to you I was born yesterday and you can treat me any ol' way. This be a lesson to you, you have the best and treat it like the rest you will find in time that you sir in fact the one born yesterday.